Last Day

Today is my last day in school. I mean my last day as a teacher. There’s a mix feeling in me…I can feel relief a bit but in depth of my heart I feel I’m going to miss those experiences here especially with all the naughty2x students. Yea, usually I hate when talk about “goodbye”. I’ve experience it before during my school time. Kind of hard to explain and I’m pretty sure you guys also know how it feel.

Today, I’ve plan not to teaching but spend more time with my students. Yea, 2 months doesn’t really enough for me to know lots about them. It’s been a while didn’t talk to them because last week is a school holiday for “hari raya”. So, today is the first day to school after holiday and it is the last day for me here. I thought lots of them will absent today because it’s the first day after holiday…guess what? They all came to school today (smiling). Most of them knew that it’s going to be the last day with me. So they keep on asking “isn’t really the last day?” Erm…so I wonder if they want me to go or to stay? Whatever…

I take lots of pictures of them which I’ll keep as my memory here. Wow! They are so excited when facing with the camera hah…I’ll show it through the photos later. I’m lucky because too many good experiences and opportunity I got here. So, I wish all the best to everyone. God Bless!

Magic Tree

Magic tree

Seem like we are in the spring season. Why I said so, it is because of the spring views that happen in front of my house. For anybody know where my house is, come to my house then later you’ll know how it is look like. Actually my family mango tree totally died 100% now. Confirm! Kind of weird for us seeing the tree suddenly died with no reason. Kind of frustrated sometime when I think about it. We love the mango tree so much. Now it’s gone. It’s hard when we lost something that we really care about. Am I right? *sigh*

The mango tree really brings lots of memories. For us it’s a magic tree. It is because the tree usually non stop producing fruits months by months. It’s totally different from the other mango trees. The mango fruits color is pink plus green. It’s like an apple when look at it from far. The tree reminds me lots of my father. He is the one who use to plant it before. Kind of sad when know the tree is gone now. We all know there must be a reason why these things happen. But sometime, the tree looks great at night view. Look like ghost story scenery in the night. Believe me. Some of my friends also said the tree look great without the leaves LOL! (Laughing) Happy Halloween…

So, whenever the tree is gone now…hopefully the memories will never be fading away.

Bad Day

Today I consider this day as a bad day for me. I still thank Lord for the new day that He gives me to go on to. Today I wake up early in the morning because I can’t sleep well within this few days. Erm…I felt so tired and always felt angry. Maybe because I’m use to it nowadays…always became angry in the classroom with all the naughty students. Hurm…tension!

That morning I tried to check on my friendster profile…oh no! The internet connection is too bad at the moment. It’s been 3 days I couldn’t connect well with the website. So sad for me…something wrong with my profile and I don’t really know what’s was going on with it. Never mind … the time is running so fast, its 10.15 already. I have to prepare the lunch for my sister and niece. Oh, I almost forgot about it. Later I have to fetch Michelle at her kindergarten. Quit busy that morning…so I prepared our lunch quickly.

uyot and michelle playing monopoly

michelle (upet)

Before I fetch Michelle, I ask uyot (my youngest sister) to help me to do something at home…but! Arghhh!! She’s in a bad mood too I guess where finally we argue for each other. Huhu what a bad day for me. Feeling so bad make me ready to school so early that day…. UNTIL, here’s the climax of my bad day.

When I try to fetch Michelle at her school…they ask me who I am to fetch her up. They felt curious looking at me because I never fetch Michelle before this. It’s my mum job but she’s kind of busy that morning. When I try to say I am Michelle auntie, the old teacher didn’t believe me and she’s started pretend that I tried to cheat them?! What?! Nonsense isn’t it? This old teacher really spoils my mood that day. So again, I quarrel with her. Really felt stupid that day. I’m in rush to school and this old teacher keep asking me some stupid questions that she shouldn’t ask. Hurh… lastly, getting tired of quarrel with that old teacher, I ask her makes a call to my house if she does still don’t believe me! Satisfied? I rushed back home to send Michelle and drive to school.

That’s the end of the story…

Jill’s Wedding

Jill’s wedding was on the 25th August last month. It is a great family moment we had. This is the moment where we can meet every one of our family members. I love those moments so much. Wonderful day we had yet it’s a bit tiring. Time past by so fast and today, Jill getting married already. I still remember the childhood moments we’ve been together. We shared a lot in common… yea, tomorrow never be the same like before...but feel happy for her.

Well, it is a tired morning for us. The wedding ceremony will start at 10.00 in the morning. So we had to wake up early to prepare our self. Thanks to Mona Lisa Bridal for the make up and beautiful wedding dress for the day. Well, everyone looked excited that morning. It’s like a long morning for us there while me and roger (Joe’s bro) felt funny looking at Joe always asking us the time.

The moment Jill walked along the way to the her groom…Depth in my heart I said... ”this is the best moment ever”…it was like a dream comes true. He he that moment...I’m too sure two hearts beating soooo fast! Feel really weird because I feel nervous even thought it’s not my wedding day…silly! So I act cool then…

wedding ceremony

Happy faces ...

wedding reception

party time

So, Haha later that night, we had Jill’s wedding reception at Dynasty Hotel. More pupils came that night. Wonderful night too remembers and we had our great time ever. The most happening moments is when JAMBATAN TAMPARULI song is performed by Joe’s uncle. Joe’s family members representing their sumazau dance. Guess what? Haha it seems like everyone volunteers to dances lol! I felt funny looking at those people who really look excited to dances. Well, that night I’ve learned sumazau dance too.

So...to make it short here…just go through those pictures, you guys will find how memorable that day for us. I on behalf of my family members would like to thank you to everyone who came that beautiful day. God Bless Everyone. Adios!!!

I wrote about us

The loneliness bothering me again…Why nowadays isn’t turn to be good for me? I felt so boring and I really miss all those moments during my university time. Feel like I miss all my friends, especially my housemates. Hye! I mean it… I miss it when we all used to “lepak” at Wira Sejati during our dinner time. Yea…how I wish I could be there now and make an order for “Nasi Putih + Ayam Goreng Kunyit?” yummy! That’s my favorite order. He he

Selvia, I miss to spend time with you at “Only Mee Restaurant” lol! Remember it when we rather spend so much money just to lunch at the place? “Kong Poh” is our favorite one! Even though we don’t have so much money…you and I still wanted to go there. Haha we eat until so full.

Me, Alma, Selvia, Betty, Adeline & Gladys

crazy time

look at selvia there!

Gladys, you are my sleeping partner. (No…no…we are not like you guys think) We use to sleep at the dining room rather than to sleep in the bedroom. Yea, we enjoyed so much sleeping outside right? We chat a lot before we sleep hah? Hye Betty, I’m sure you will felt envy when you read this. Hehe Girls, how I wish I could turn back time. Life…life…I wish the happy moment won’t be fade so fast. I miss every moment especially the time when we use to hang out in town. Shopaholic us! Yea, I’m still hold the “shopaholic” title hah? I guess not anymore? Watch out! Selvia will take over the title. Haha…

Alma? Huhu…I miss this cute lady. Too many funny stories about her. You guys should know her well lol…she’s such a wonderful lady. Hye mama, I know some of your secrets…heehaw. This girl usually couldn't’t close the door every time she came back from class because she is busy to do something in urgent. :) Sshhh! Yea...Yea...I’ll keep the secret.

Betty even thought I knew you just in little of time. But we become a good friend…aka a good fighter hah? He he… we always bully each other. I knew a bit about her. I guess this girl need 24 hours to sleep in one day. Ha-ha she’s a good sleeper! Wei, you sleep too much. You know that? Here she come our sleeping beauty.

Friends, I’ll be coming soon. Hopefully the days will be so great for us. May God bless each every of you.

New Job...

It’s time for me to update something here…guess what? I got a job already. Thanks God for it. Never thought of become a teacher. What I mean is, I am a teacher now. But…it’s only for 2 months (temporary teacher). At last I have something to do while I’m waiting for my graduation day in November. I will be teaching at St Joseph Primary school here in Miri. It’s been 2 weeks already and I found it’s kind of challenged.

Even thought it’s just for 2 months…I think it is good for me rather than staying at home without doing anything. Somewhere somehow…I’ll be pay at the end of the month. Aite? Luckily I’m in the afternoon session, so I don’t have to wake up so early in the morning. Hehe lazy gurl. First day at school is the weirdest experience for me. Kind of weird when everyone is calling you Teacher! Teacher! But now, I’m use to it. It’s become 1 of my name nowadays. I think become a teacher is a great opportunity for me. The first day is like wow! I’m a teacher now. I feel great and lucky to have this experience. Now I know how it’s feeling to be a teacher. In this few weeks, there is my boring week because it is an exam weeks…so, there’s not much to do. We just had our relax time if there’s nothing to do. But, too much relax will turned to a boring time! Huhu…

For me the best moment become a teacher is that teaching time…I enjoyed being with my students all the time. Although they are too noisy and lazy sometimes, yea…that’s kids’ rite? Is like that whole world belongs to them … kids are too curious sometimes…they too much complaining, too much questions and too much of wondering. Some questions and complains aren’t too serious but they still keep asking me about all stuffs. Sometimes its makes me laughed all by myself. Day by days already and I kind of like to be in teacher heels now. Although it is just only for 2 months…I thank God for this opportunity to be a teacher.

Finding My Soul Mate

What a blessed day I had here…Everyone seemed to get married soon. (Actually not everyone but some of my relatives will get married this year. Wonderful right? I’m happy and excited for them. Can’t wait for the day. Well, Sis Jill wedding day will be held within this month too. Hurm, time running so fast I guess.

I still remember the day we had as a sister since we are child. It seems that I got no friend to shared everything soon. Jill got her new friend! Hu hu…Yah, sis Pat still too young too shared problems and story with me. As too many young man and women will get married soon, I wanted to share this prayer and poem for every one of you. Enjoy it! God know everything we need and don’t worry to be single until HE sends you the ONE that you waiting for…

Finding My Soul Mate

Lord, I pray for the person whom You called to join me and walk through life with me, side by side. Be (him/her) right now. Comfort (him/her) in (him/her) difficult times and watch over (him/her) as (he/she) sleeps. I only want the person whom You have chosen for me. Keep me always from others who are not the right one. Show me what is good for me and what is bad for me in choosing this friend for life. I want to stay on the road that You have for me.

I want to find someone who will love me with (him/her) whole heart and will always be there for me. I want to marry someone whose personality, vision, and purpose lines up perfectly with mine. I want someone whose relationship with You is outstanding. I want (him/her) to know You and to be extremely close to You.

Help me to be good spouse. Help me to serve my companion always and remain true to (him/her). Help me to not anxious to find (him/her), but to be patient and know that You know my spouse very well.