Rest In Peace ^_^

Dearest to the persons who I used to called family in Christ. Guys, you’ll always be in our heart and thought. Even though we’ve known each other just for short quality of time...but every moment and memories had touched my heart through the kindness of yours hearts.

God loves you more than we do and losing such a great persons like you guys will be deeply missing by us. In everything that had happened for the past few weeks we considered it as such a nightmare that never been thought by everyone of us. But we still believe in God...He has a reason for it. Till we meet again in God’s Hope...Rest in Peace

In everlasting memory
Uncle Deng, Auntie Unyang, Gabriel Isaac & Jacquelyn Usun

New Chapter

Hope

Starting a new job isn't fun. Never imagined it could be this busy...way to different from the last year schedule. Almost every day I have to wake up early in the morning and come back late in the evening...I feel tiring all day long. Can’t wait to go home early.. It’s definitely far away different from my previous experiences...but 1 thing still remain the same...the word “temporary”..me myself also don’t know when will the word “temporary” will be gone in me.

Starting this new job can be considered as another waiting point for me in hoping new hope in searching a job. I know I’m a bit stressful and blameless to be waiting again. But, I believe there’s a reason of everything that happened in life.

Yes, I am so excited but very nervous as well, very full of doubts... Will I like my new work place? Will my future colleagues treat me nice? Will the work itself justify me and everyone around me? Can I deliver everything effectively? Will I maintain my composure and won't get overwhelmed...

I have to say it again, this is definitely a new journey... I am hoping to conquer and hurdle strongly. I need to battle myself out of my comfort zone, I can make a difference.In your hands my Lord, I pray.

Happy Burfday Dee...

A great day to be remember...it’s once a year even though it’s a bit scary to count our ages each year but be glad for God has doing a great thing in our life!

Today, I turned to 25. My God...I can’t believe it I am sweet 25 today. It’s a mixed feeling blended in my heart and mind. Happy, sad, curious, blur...huhu but most of all I am thankful to God for giving me a good and great life to live on. First thing I do when I woke up this morning is give thanks to the Lord for the new breath He has given me. Life running so fast and its feel like I was graduated from university a month ago!

Since I was a child, birthday is the most powerful celebration to think of. Celebrate it a couple of times...of course all of us experienced those stuff. But now, the most important thing for me is to have a great life and family. Really appreciate my every precious moment in life. Hopefully more happiness to come my way...hehe

p/s "thanks to all...for the birthday wish...really appreciate it :)

I am thankful...

I had a great time until i don’t have time to update my blog and how i miss to do it! Thank God I am happy with every single minute nowadays. Life...there is up and down...if before I’ve been struggle a lot to find my happiness and Lord, I thank You coz now i found it in You. I really want to thank every single person I meet each days in life coz they coloured my day with laughter even though sometime yeah...as a normal person we run out of mood but still I am happy with my life. I am truly blessing for my youth members who always blessed and support from behind toward up and down in life. My family who makes me experiences the full of love each day. My colleague’s teachers and friends which bring joy to my heart even though life as a teacher kinda stress. Ahaha! Been busy lately, as usual with the youth ministry and my life as a teacher. I can’t stop thinking how wonderful You had coloured and well planning my day Lord. Wishing more joyful moment to be cherish in a days to come. Each time I think of all the great thing in Life..I feel fully energy to do greater thing in life...

Show me the way…

I have to admit that for the past few months…I will consider it as my tougher months than I ever had. Seem that everything is not in the right track for me. I feel my life is on the bottom of everything where every single things I’ve done, It will end up with the word FAIL. I felt down for a while because of the situation I faced at the moment.

Yesterday I’ve received another failure news. Than I was wondering, thinking so hard is there are any chances for me in the next days to come? I’ve made lots of thinking for the past few weeks and almost for the past few months. I have put my hope in Him and waiting the best from Him. But it’s not His plan for me yet…I guess. I just bare in my mind that whatever happened today is what He has plans for me. Everything happened for a reason and at the right time. Just that, as a human being…we can’t hide the disappointed feeling towards what happened in this beautiful life. Life so beautiful and I need to appreciate whatever He has given me in life.

Now, it’s time to move on. To forget all the sad feeling and those hope where has gone by throughout the time. I believe that there’s still a hope for me (you too) in Him. Try to find back the hope that He has ready for us. Any failure that happened today is today failure…tomorrow has its own story to tell. Let the time heal the pain. Just put our trust in Him and He will show us the ways towards everything. Have faith in him. Amen!

Family + Friends = that’s makes me happy all day long

It’s is a wonderful day when we talked about holiday! I had my great day last week where some of my family members come and visit us for holiday… and at the same time, I can take a break for couple of days from work. Been so stressful for the past few months and now it’s time for me to redeem myself with my love ones. This is what I’ve been waiting for this although it is just for a few days.

CJ and mum giving their peace~

CJ with mum and dad

Well, I had my great weekend with my cousins too. Trying something new, I decided to cut my hair, but not so dramatic changes and maybe the changes will changes one by one…so that I’m not totally look changed 100%. It’s been a while didn’t go for a walk with them, so we go to the place where I love to be…its beach again. There we go…just going crazy shot without bothering people around us. Haha Nah, who cares? As long I had my great day… :)

Pushing game lol!

waiting for who?

charlie's angel in the making? bluekk

fooling around...

kath and me

I am so glad to see my grandparents are here too with us. It’s been a while we did’t make any celebration since last year. There’s a couple of activities goes on during my weekend where my sis’s friend Jocelyn also engaged on the same week. So I guess its double joy because I am invited to the event too (to accompany my sis ahah!) So, my holiday will not sound so bored yeh…

Patricia and me

Yummy!

Pui doh and Pui akek

CJ and mum after having their lunch...

On the other day, it’s time to be with my family again. Spending the rest of holiday with my sister before she goes back to KL and drive my grandparent to have some treat after they came back from Kuching. That’s what I do for the past few days ago, although it’s sound not so fabulous happening weekend…but I am glad to spend my weekend happily with my love ones. Erm…guess what? And my head is dreaming and planning what to do on the next holiday…

Michele with her Yahoo pose!

Christian's First Birthday (26 May 2009)

Happy Birthday Christian!

Baby Christian.. :)

first time...

It’s happened once in a year! Yesterday night was my nephew (Christian Jorge’s Birthday) Time running so fast and I couldn’t believe it….CJ turned 1 year already. I’m happy for both of his parent and hopefully joy and blessing always be with him. We had a great time although it just a simple celebration. I thank God of this beautiful child in our family…